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Wednesday, December 2, 2015

年未计划

等比赛的奖金到手,就去买个合合适适的耳机吧。

方便弹吉他的时候。不要是只能听一边的,不要是高低音不分轻重的。



等12月中final submission过后,重新认真拿起吉他吧。很久没有碰它了。


等长假再来的时候,好好去走一遍,摄取新的灵感,从新写多一些题材新颖的小说吧。




等一切一切都淡去以后,人和心都正常操作之后,尝试找回自己本来的生活吧。



不想说得很严重,情绪起伏最近很奇怪,我要坚强一点。




等所有事情都圆满落幕以后,给自己放个长假,好好休息吧。

好好想想,以前自己的价值观是如何,如今的生活究竟是那处被蒙着了眼睛。




Sunday, November 29, 2015

22岁,生日快乐

其实我现在是应该赶回去救火的,功课是永无止尽的火
可是,可是

好歹今天我也步入二十二岁了,该写写贺文来祝贺自己吧。



首先


要谢谢鱼小姐。哈哈哈
是不是很突然,很突然的,谢谢一个已经要一年多不见的朋友

是这样的。

昨天面子书分享过往回忆,我看见了你四五年前写给我的生日贺文,如果没有记错,
那时候应该是十七八岁吧。


那时的我,比较瘦一些
还没有定期戴眼镜
头发偶尔会用wax定型
眼睛看起来比较稚气
常常穿着乐队练习用的红衣服
常常在学校喜欢看美女。


那时候的我,也比较好动一些
参加羽毛球队,参加乐队,每天都东奔西跑的忙个不停
整个人有时候会像黑炭那么黑


那时候有一段时间,过得不怎么顺畅
是鱼姐姐在旁安慰,那些事,是到了很后来我才告诉了其他人。


现在想起来,我好怀念以前的自己啊。


说话其实不怎么犀利吧,爱说冷笑话,爱搞笑,爱耍酷,爱耍宝
我真的觉得年龄,时间,和本身修读的课程,让我整个人都变了。


我知道的,我是变成熟多了。



可同时间的,变得不开心多了。
如果你想知道我不开心的频率有多高,是真的,很高很高。
别人看在眼里,可能不会觉得我不容易,


可是我真的很努力,很努力,去做自己该做的,去明白自己该明白的,去接受自己该接受的。


真的,很累。



我变胖了,那是真的。因为压力,因为暴食,因为无规律睡眠。

我变得不再爱说笑话。是没有什么时间去看笑话,没有管道抒发笑话,其实也渐渐都没人在旁听我说笑话。


我变得凡事都要思考周到,要细心敏感,要极端思考去解决问题。我是做到了,可人也因为这样的锻炼,变得越想越多,越来越自我封闭,自我感觉良好。


其实我不知道,这样的思考程度,在二十二岁来说,有没有太早。



其实我很像老人家,不爱冒险,不爱去做自己觉得多余的事,不再梦想自己能开启吉他手之路,不再梦想自己的写作能达到多巅峰的状态。


唉。能不能召唤那个十六岁的我,回来。




二十二岁的我,还真的嫌弃自己太老了。



人生也不只有一样事情,是同时间的精彩,若我今天能把集中力散播在各处,日后渐渐恢复开朗的人生不也更好吗?



我知道的,有些事,是报应。



我真的觉得是报应。





自己残忍的报应。




怎样都好,事在于人,才二十二岁,不要那么悲情了。唉。


十六岁的叶素延,回来啊回来。

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

云行~

各分东西前的旅行!

两天一夜行,算是不错啦。只不过在这七月十四去,是诡异点而已。




 众人十分勉强的挤进一辆老爷车。


随后是奇怪的耍帅秀。



 我们要扮rockband -3-





 这张照片拍得我俩都有些奇怪就是了。



接下来是奇怪的装死秀。勿念。



与Danviel桑的合照。




接下来是骑着十分慢的白马,但不是王子的我。(外面有记者拍照呢,笑



不是王子的人回首一望,然后一年怨妇的样子。嗯。








Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Famous Question

Famous Questions that always pointed to the girl with 158cm and with childish face that works in a music shop.


1) You daughter Tauke ah?
- The top question that I always need to answer my customer. NO! I am nt my boss's daughter. It's not that I look alike with my boss, is that u see the weird atmosphere when all of the staff in the shop are tall guys, and suddenly u saw a short girl with childish face, then the next second, "ya that must be the boss's daughter".

2) How old are you? 20 years old?! U must be kidding me.
- Yeah the 2nd most frequent question for me. I was told that I look like 15 years old. When I reveal my age, they just opened up their eyes and look at me carefully again.

3) Can you demo the guitar?
- Demo for guitar is essential for a salesperson in music shop, anyway, one of my customer did told me that I look funny when I play electric guitar. Reason? Because he said he wouldn't believe a girl with such a chubby face can play heavy rock like that.
I normally dont do alot of solos during demo, just basic riff. According to one of my customer, he said that he came back to me because I wasn't like the other salespersons who just like to show off their skills instead of explaining the guitar to them.

4) How you learn guitar?
-This was quite often appear to me too. I am a Self-Taught guitarist. But most of my customer wont believe. In fact, alot of people will be asking me, where I learn my guitar from? I said Youtube. But they still wouldn't believe. It is not that they are not believing me, just that they are not believing Youtube, or maybe themselve.
Nowadays I started to understand why people dont believe in self-learning.
One answer, I always tell my customer, dont waste their money going for guitar lessons, save the money to upgrade ur gears. Believe in yourself that you can do it.


5) Where is the Machine Store?  (Just next next next to my shop)
- My shop is an info-center.



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